I have had a terrible day. Like, ranks up there with the worst days of my life kind of day. I'm not ready to quite delve into it fully yet, but when I'm ready, I'll share. For, now, I'll leave you with the lyrics to one of my favorite songs, that is a strikingly accurate description of how I'm feeling tonight.
there's an emptiness inside her
and she'd do anything to fill it in
and though it's red blood bleeding from her now
it's more like cold blue ice in her heart
she feels like kicking out all the windows
and setting fire to this life
she could change everything about her
using colors bold and bright
but all the colors mix together
and it breaks her heart
to grey, yeah.